So, me and my girlfriend went to see a friend together today, and the three of us went to a really nice restaurant on the beach. We got a table just near the sea, and it was sunset, which was beautiful. I've ordered crab, for the first time, and I liked it! Even though it's a lot of work to get to the meat, throw shell and spikes. And, somehow, my GF and our friend ended up ordering a big plate of stuff for both of them, while I've had a plate of seafood all for myself.XD He knew that we're only starting our relationships, and he wanted to help, so he was making gestures with his eyes from time to time, encouraging me to act. Hold her, or kiss her, IDK, but my hands were greasy with the crab anyways, and it was awkward, so I've had to ignore him. But when me and my gf were alone at the bus station though, waiting for our buses, and when my bus came, I gathered up enough courage, and we kissed. And, well, I won't lie - it wasn't magical. It was awkward and embarrassing. I mean, I'm sure it'll get better as we go, but this particular time was a failure.XD I kept my eyes closed all the while, being too embarrassed to open them, and she started to use her tongue almost right away, and I wasn't ready. I thought we were gonna go slow and easy, but it was pretty passionate, and I couldn't keep up very well.
When I told her that I'm bad at it afterwards though, she just laughed kindly and told me to go to my bus.